First, apparently I have to hire these voice artists in order for them to actually do my work. Granted some of these voice artists did their work free of charge, but this is a very ambitious project and I was told by my peers that I would have to pay them for their work. Second, I intended to meet these voice artists at these conventions and talk to them about my novel so they could get a feel for it and talk about the characters they would voice. I'm very shy about it because these are extremely new people to me, and not only am I nervous about wanting to talk to them, but I'm afraid that they would say no to this project. That would be upsetting to me because they are voicing characters that are important to the themes of the novel, and how they are based on the voice actors I intended. If even one voice actor that I viewed as important turned my project down, that's it, it's shot to hell and I'd have to cancel the entire thing. It doesn't help that I'm not even finished with the novel yet; I'm only halfway through it. What if they took offense to some of the characters or ideas that I had in my novel? How are they going to react if I told them they were going to take part in this project? So many questions, and yet so many fears behind them. So many opportunities, and yet so many obstacles to overcome.
I feel a sense of coldness inside me just thinking about this issue. What am I going to say? What am I going to do? It's overwhelming that I have to figure out how to get around this dilemma. I want to work with them, but what if they don't want to work with me? I don't know what to do about it, either...
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